i was watching a set of bratz all night & this morning that just ended i bid. i was the only bidder. it was at 8, i bid 10.02 (cus im crazy but if someone bid just 10 i win!)
at the last 2 min i add another bid of 11.11. this brings the total of bids on this item up to 2. it says so i clicked it and looked around and everything.
30 seconds/ i refresh just in case. i am still the only bidder, what could go wrong?
refreshed
sorry you have been out bid
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im angry but whatever. then i closed the page and went about my business- for all of 4 seconds before i realized something didnt look right on that page!!!
i go back and under bids it says 6!!! are you saying that 4 people hopped on right as it was ending and managed to get their bids in in the very last 32 seconds???? that would be just ridiculous! and it went for 15 flat, which is much over 11 (cus dont ebay go up by .50 increments?)
well to my ever more pissy surprise, the bids werent all at once, they were spread out- even in between my bids!! and they werent there before. when i woke up this morning, i was still winning it for 8 flat and even when i placed my second bid to make sure id win it was 8 flat. i dont understand!!!!
i was so cautious in this auction! i never manage to get on ebay for the last few min, and for this one i knew i had to (cus im addicted to kidz and i need them, lolz)
it just really pisses me the fuck off that that bid is there in between my 2 cus it didnt show up at all before!

this and shit like this are the reason i got out of dolly shit online. people are fucking assholes and ruthless bitches. (tho i was on this one form and people were like oh no you deserve the doll and i was like wtf? nice people in the dolly world? did i step into the twilight zone?)
but everyone else sucks
and it really sucks that none of the dolls i collect are readily available in any sort of store. my one bratz kidz source is closing (damn kmart) and good luck finding pullips anywhere! so when im out of the online dolly world, im pretty much out of it all together.

situations like this and my previous shipping errors (you know just a month ago, i tried to get back in again and bought some stuff that showed up as an empty package with a large hole in it because the seller didnt pack anything properly and it just ripped right out the flimsy packing) i didnt complain cus it was only a dollar, but it made me sad and i put the dolly things down again. now the second i try again, im shot down in a similar manner.
im very sad that they're stopping the bratz line/ and theyve already stopped making good kidz dolls. and they may stop pullip too, which leaves me with only ebay and other sketchy means of procuring dolly items.

sorry for all the crazy rambling, i would have rambled at my fiance but my phone's dead and it had to come out right away!

	the living room new girls and dharma has a new shirt
	hat! was a christmas ornament!
	little girls i love the snap on hair
	lucy's bedroom check out the new dresses & dylan in snap out hair
	friends they are friends...
	the girls love their new outfits, dont you?
	beach girls fun stuff
	the lolli girls cute lolli girls in loli!
	kids
	my bratz girsl and the 3 barbies i got for clothing purposes
	ponies! the 2 up front, i designed
	lps toys so so many
	more pets/ kitchen had to put the pets on a second shelf
	mai stuff this is all on the table in the entry way
	more love sushi on wheels
	um..betty me gusta snap on heads, lol
	the last of it mostly my felted stuff...i love to felt...stabby stabby art!

i have no pictures.
i do have much more stuff!!!!
much much more!
ive figured out i have like 70+ littlest pet shop toys- holy shit- could have totally gotten like 3 pullips with that money! oh well...
got lots more bratz kids
and a few more bratz- i have um...1, 2, 3, 4...10 now! hoo ray 10!!!
kids...have 3 of the snap on ones- 1 sasha- she was my first kids doll ever- sham i got into the thing just as they were ruining it. recently got a yasmin pop/rock/ballet star thing with the snap on legs cus it intrigued me. and just today, i got a chloe with the snap on hair because it was just too rad! i love it!!! ive put one of the hair dos on the dylan- he looks totaly emo, lol- emos...but he fits in with the pullips better. 16 of the kids all together
i really want the families one with portia and yasmin
and the really rock jade
and the fragrance sasha
may also want the really rock chloe
and both the porcelain ones
got a my melody barbie to steal the clothing for my my melody pullip. she looks so cute! saved the doll, dont know what im going to do with her. still need to put together the barbie elphie and galinda. maybe i'll hack off her arms and make a nessarose.
speaking of nessarose, i got a new cat. her name's nessa, not because she's a cripple, but because ive decided she's my elphaba's sister. my 4 still hate her. but 2 of them still hate jim.
john deer put out some christmas ornaments this year. tiny trucker hats that fit pullip perfectly- got one for 2 bucks after christmas- its chilling on the teyang currently. you know, he still doesnt have a name....he does belong to the boy so i guess i cant name him...tho i can dress him, pose him, have him live in my doll house, and buy things for him...well, that makes sense...right.
printed out paper craft menorah for chanukah
got 2 more ponies- one orangie one and one pink one (christmas packaging so got half off at target 2 days ago)

for christmas/chanukah i have received 8 million decks of cards! 2 sets of normal see through cards, 1 pink, 1 blue. 1 set of coke see thru cards. 1 deck of see thru uno cards. hello kitty uno cards. and littlest pet shop go fish. wtf am i going to do with all these cards!?!?!?! my sims kingdom and animal crossing city folk! hoo ray wii! lots of pajamas from my mother who is obsessed with me owning matching sets- i wont wear them together- she cant make me- i dont live with her! pic frames- from both my mother and my fiance's mother...some jewelry i cant wear also from the fiance's mom. my ears are gauged-im allergic to silver...you know this...more clothing from my mother, along with nail polish and lip gloss. oh, the boy's mother also gave me cards! christmas tree shaped ones...so many cards!!! and my mother also gaved me moneh! that's money for those of you who dont speak crazy. she was going to buy me a camera, but she doesnt know crap so she told me to get it myself, which i did. today. nikon cool pix s550! 10 amazering megapixels!
aside from the holidays, boy's mother bought ddr hottest party 2 for wii. boy bought the first one! its not so hard anymore- now that im not a human chimney! glad to know it wasnt permanent....
boy also bought night - havent played that yet.
am currently watching dawson's creek- i used to hate that show when it was actually on. never saw it then, just heard the hype and decided it wasnt for me. its actually really good. i really need to get back to sleeping. i havent gone to bed at a normal hour for almost 3 weeks now. damn christmas...

Everything seems to have fared fine. the bratz are still in storage. i cant wait till were done unpacking!
i hate mess and clutter. its been almost a month and were still not done!

i definitely need shelves here too. not enough room for everything, or anything at all really

here's how the roomboxes are set up now:
(they're back to back)


& that's the new yummiland girl! i like her! well, i love redheads- any shade (as you can tell from the pullips already, i think)

so these take up about 90% of the desk, their clothing lives underneth as well as my sewing machine.
the room they're in is basically mine. it's gunna have all my dolly stuff and all the cat stuff...dont know if that's such a good combination, but meh. i want the cat stuff out of the way. it monopolized all of our previous place and i need people furniture!

& ive gotten a bunch of new stuff as my birthday was just a few weeks ago!

here's a kitchen set cp got me for my birthday!

it came with a barbie that looked like a blonde rachel ray. i hate that woman. she's so pompous. so that barbie must die! lol!
yes, that's a boobie. its a stress ball i got at the flea market! it makes my day! i like to throw it at people!

my new bratz dollie!

i got this from biglots for 8 bucks! she's apparently a yasmine. like the palest one ever! there are 2 more girls in this series and i must have them! i love fancy gothy style! she has blue streaked hair..i dunno if you can see it.

i have decided to start collecting my little ponies again...why do they bring back stuff when i have no money!

aint she cute! i had to buy her cus of the lil grass skirt! apparently, they make clothing- even shoes for the mlp's now! so like when i had ponies, they all had names, but there wasnt a main group or anything...well there is now...this one isnt part of that group...she's a special summer one. that also makes me kinda happy. they're also selling blank ponies online! for customization and whatnot! that makes me happy too cus i used to do that in highschool, and now they're making it easier on me! there's also this fantastic art pony and a 2008 pony i must have, but those are $20 and $15, where the blanks are only $4- less than a normal pony (which surprised me, cus i thought they would over charge on those for the novelty)

& cp aslo got me this dollie as she was on sale!

i really want her for her dress, but im thinking i may use her for a galinda doll as i am going to make that elphie doll eventually. i am! i just need an airbrush...

that's it for now! ive already re-dressed Lucy in that dress, but im eating and my fingers are too greasey to be touching dollies right now. lol.

been busy with moving.

got a new dollie. not a pullip, a lollipop girl.
they're cute.
no pics for now.

have to say, had a horrible transaction getting dollie.
the bitch went out of town!! i paid immediately. auction said ships right after paid & takes 2-5 days to ship.
after 9 days i emailed her & she said she was out of town.
i paid 11 for shipping. which i thought was outrageous but whatever, for shipping & materials, i said ok, she probably has her reasons, considering shipping time was supposed to be so fast.
but it wasnt
when the doll finally got here, yesterday, after a total of 11 days not counting weekendS, the shipping total was 7 dollars and she had packed it in a free box she had gotten from her grocery store. i know theyre free as im moving and have been going around collecting boxes. & the stuff inside was just newspaper...
i feel like the bitch owes me money. for outright lying & for how long it took to get here...i mean, i expected after it taking so long, that she would have spent more money on the shipping to get here faster, but no, bitch has no respect....if i can find her ebay id again, im going to post a bdd about her...maybe...she doesnt normally sell dollies. im just extremely pissed off!
why does the world feel like it can fuck with me whenever it feels like it.
i never fuck with anyone....
EDIT 12:09 - Here's the bitche's ebay name : kpoverflow

just found out about the gigantical version of these yummy land girls, which are so pullip sized, with a blythe like body!

got one...nikki neoplotian & just won one on ebay dunno what she is, other than a red head, and therefore different than the one sitting on my table.

will have pictures as soon as i find the camera dock. were moving, & my house is a mess! (we actually dunno where we're going next, just almost everything's going into storage for now.)

happy!

emailed the post office 2 days ago. well now 3 as its like 3am. got a reply that was basically my message cut and pasted back at me. today/yesterday i received a message from the local post office on my cell phone! a message! my cell phone! dont waste my minutes first of all. i contacted you by email for a reason! & the message was extremely hostile!
they basically said i was wrong, and that they deliver my mail every day, and that its impossible for her not to have delivered it because they check their vans when they get back...um if she's stealing then she's probably not retarded enough to leave them in her van. but that's not what really upset me;
ok, a bit ago, lots of my mail got "returned to sender" including various dolly items as well as my fiancee's CREDIT CARD! nothing was returned. we know b/c the credit card wasnt coming from the company, it was coming from my fiancee's mother (they still have his old address and she was fowarding it) but she got nothing back. i even got the dolly items replaced free of all charges. then one day, more than a month later, everything showed up in our mail box (some opened)!
the mail lady on the phone told me that this did not happen!!!!! how can she say that something that i know for a fact happened- have photographic evidence of (b/c i took pics of all the mail showing up in one day and the openness) never happened. its fucking ridiculous!!!!!
and then she goes on about how i really dont need to call her back! why, because what im claiming couldnt possibly have happened. the post office is perfect- beyond all flaws.
right.
bitch.
im furious! she should never have called my cell phone, and to disregard my claims like that is stupid as all hell! i could accept it if she called back saying that she was sorry for the inconvenience or confusion, but maybe we just dont get that much mail (though in my old apartment, we got pounds of junkmail on a daily basis) that would have been ok but no, she was a cunt! oh i wish you could hear the tone of her voice! its not possible. she checks. the mail gets returned to sender. bitch bitch bitch.

& i emailed the seller of the item. cus i know its more likely to be his fault that this particular item hasnt shown up yet. he said he'd double check a few days ago. i emailed him back today or yesterday asking him if he double checked yet. no reply yet. gah...id rather just file a dispute and say fuck it...but i dont know how to do that.

life sucks. i want my dolly. its only $6...most of it on shipping...ridiculous again, i know...& i really dont want the money back, just the dolly.

hence all my images are broken

i are sad, but you cant see me be sad cus my mood theme dont work

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but stuff so i has to update.

firstly, i should be getting my first boy kidz soon...hopefully today. im checking the mail every day im so impatient! but i havent checkd yet today cus i think our mail lady is some sort of stoner, cus she arrives later and later every day...and then sometimes not at all.
verry frustrating in the dolly world.
^ i spelled "very" with 2 "r"s! i havent done that since second grade! (i remember mispelling this word in particular b/c my parents still make fun of me for it. but it made perfect sense in my 7-yr-old mind. its "berry" with a "v"!)
well, anyhow im waiting.
i was messing with the pillips yesterday. dharma's leg stains have returned! so she's sunbating again...covered in zit ceam. she makes me so sad. she's so floppy to begin with & now stained again! i love her too much to sell her since she was my first pullip, even though she's a dal, and my birthday present from the fiancee. she needs a new body...but they dont make ones that pale, and i havent ever done a full body paint! i dont know what to do!
I got sick and tired of lucy's wig! i know! it's like what makes her HER. but it's a blythe wig and its too big and it just pissed me off so much when i was trying to position her i just had to take it off. (it was only velcro'd down with stick velcro so it was hella easy to remove, velcro & all) i dont like her original wig anymore so i jacked my fiancee's lead's wig & it just looks too effin cute! i want to keep it. good thing i knit those short wigs! b/c lead looks silly bald or in orange! but lucy was ment to be a blond, so she needs a new wig anyways. but i want one like leads. but blonde- preferably with darke blue lowlights.
need money first..gotta sell some shit. will get to that soon and pics of lucy in leads wig...
why am i never finished?!?!

Ive been buying things...god i shouldnt do that...well, Lucy's room got redone:



the girls are chilling out admiring lucy's new desk. Miwako was quick to steal the new seat!

& i have the 3 bratz girls i talked about yesterday...look who gets stuck babysitting!


the living room also got some new furniture! like the second couch and the lamp! & all those little extras!

& ive also been buying fabric...so i made some crap
but first check out what i managed to crank out of the knitting machine before it kicked the bucket:
(btw, walmart took it back no problems! yay! im buying more dollies today!)


& here are just a few pics from miwako's photoshoots



ack what's this?

is tiger for sexy modeling! lol!


sorry the pics are small...they can be found larger @ mytoyspace

i started off hating the bratz dolls. what was with the ghetto-fied ass and lips? whats with the attitude? theyre like small angry barbies (who i dont much like either). barbies did change their body...smaller boobies & all, but they made her ass bigger! whats with these ghetto asses! seriously, its not just the doll world, i cannot find a single pair of pants that fits right. yes, its nice to cater to big bottomed girls, skinny bitches can suck it, but they didnt have to stop making normal pants either...thats part of the reason i love the pullip. she's shaped like me. normal peoples hips are wider than their chest...but it isnt all in the rear...theyre called HIPS! & i love how the dals are a bit chubby- with their stomach part rounded outwards rather than flat...they are children after all, and im yet to meet a (healthy) child as skinny as skipper...
sorry for my rant...what i wanted to ramble on about were the bratz kids...bratz=ugly...bratz kidz=effing adorable!
seriously, one was onsale a few days ago at target...one of the snap on ones...i gotted a sasha cus she is just so cute! she doesnt have the angry eyebrows that the bigger dolls have....next day, i went to kmart, cus i had seen some on sale there, found another sasha, this one has amazing hair (all curly on top of her head) priced & 17 marked down to 9...then i noticed the marked-down sticker said from 20, not 17 so i scanned it & OMG it was only 5!!!! so i went back and found myself another & scanned it as well, and this one was only 4!!! so i now have 3 of these cuties...2 sashas & 1 chloe
ive decided the first sasha i got is going to remain Sasha. but the second one is Melody. & the chloe is now Amie! I'll post pics soon!!!
Now i still hate bratz. and i hate the bratz knitter...instead of buying another 2 dolls, i bought the knitter yesterday for 9. made 4 hats for the pullips, tried for a fith and it said fuck you. its not looping about 5 of the hooks! i just got it yesterday, i have it all packed away again, i have the reciept...i did use some of the yarn that came with it, but they better take it back. im furious! i could have had 2 dolls! now i have nothing...yes i have 4 hats, but i could have made those out of socks...& theyre for my bf anyhow so i really do have nothing...

oh, and im slowly taking over this journal as my main one...seing as i dont use that at all, i never post shit except for dollies now, but i like the communities i belong to over there...& other such reasons...so there may be papercraft or other nonsensical goodness here besides dolly stuff...but never personal crap...that is not for the internet....

I'LL POST THEM INDIVIDUALLY LATER...LOL. THE ONLY REASON I STILL HAVE A MYSPACE IS FOR PHOTO STORAGE...

I made Miwako a few things...got pics of one of them - a little dress and purse out of this super adorable racoon print flannel...good thing she cant feel the weather.

Miwako and Lucy & they have little friends

Miwako's pink racoon outfit

& the racoon!

( more pictures )
also, everything arrived today. i havent uploaded pics yet, but lucy looks so cute in her outfit, and miwako's actually switched into one of the free shirts that came with! & lucy & dharma have both decorated their rooms with the zombuki prints....i have to figure out what to do about feedback leaving....cus i like to do so whenever possible...